No, this ain't a post about Britney Spears' hit song. It is all about my actions the past days. Yesterday was the turning point. Despite my inhibitions and worries, I did the unintended. And now, my worries worsen. I just hope my deed doesn't result in something that I will regret in the end. I think I'll need a lot of prayers. Would you suggest a counseling? Am I taking the wrong direction? What should I do?
I enjoyed it. Not once, but more than I could imagine. It was so pleasurable. It beats my past experiences. And despite all the worries, I'm still wanting more.
Have you experience doing something and regretting it after? What if you had fun while doing it, does it worth the pain it could cause you after?
I am a bit confused. My heart and body are telling me not to worry much. But my mind is saying otherwise. Why is it like this? I am starting to get preoccupied with scary thoughts. Again.
Plus, there's this constant struggle to lose weight. Haaaay. Life can be hard, sometimes.
I wish I live in another planet, away from the worries of my present life and world. :)
I enjoyed it. Not once, but more than I could imagine. It was so pleasurable. It beats my past experiences. And despite all the worries, I'm still wanting more.
Have you experience doing something and regretting it after? What if you had fun while doing it, does it worth the pain it could cause you after?
I am a bit confused. My heart and body are telling me not to worry much. But my mind is saying otherwise. Why is it like this? I am starting to get preoccupied with scary thoughts. Again.
Plus, there's this constant struggle to lose weight. Haaaay. Life can be hard, sometimes.
I wish I live in another planet, away from the worries of my present life and world. :)
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